June 22, 2008
Sunday
Well, it’s been a LONG time since I’ve posted. Life has been busy/stressful/full lately. I have not had much of a chance to get out and explore the world (and photograph it along the way). I hope to be able to do that in the near future.
Nothing extremely exciting in my life right now - there could be in the next few weeks, and if so - I’ll post here!!
Hope everyone is having a good life.
Peace and Love and all of that-
Rusty
hey my name is anthony and i am super stupid i have no friends and am socialy retarded i also have never had a girl friend and when i am arround guys i get this feeling like i am attracted to them i think i am gay but i dont know how to tell my parents i havent gotten this out yet but i am scared
Anthony-
You are NOT stupid. I have had (and still do) my share of socially awkward moments in my life, so I totally understand.
I completely believe that you should be who you are. Don’t let others influence you (too much - sometimes it’s good to have direction!!). But you need to be yourself.
So. If you are gay, you are gay. Sometimes life can be really simple, but we make it super difficult.
While it’s important to listen to what everyone has to say, you really need to make all of that information your own. Pick and choose what works for you in your situation. Be weird. Don’t be normal!! (we all have our own definition of normal anyway…).
You have to live life. You have to take chances. Don’t be scared. A lot of what scares us is the unknown. Will your parents be angry, or hurt if you tell them something they don’t want to hear? Maybe, but you need to be yourself.
8-)
Take care Anthony - you are wonderful in your own way.
Rusty